My tears are flowing down my cheeks but they are no match to God’s tears.

My tears are flowing down my cheeks but they are no matched to God’s tears. I Understand and yet cannot explain the events that we are witnessing today surrounding our beloved True Parents. I feel paralyzed as I witness the hurt that we are creating, a hurt that will influence many generations to come. I cannot change your heart, I cannot change your mind, I can only improve mine.

My life has not been mine for many decades now. God is in charge. I do not regret the love that I lost, the family that I missed, because it was all done with a great trust in my God. I will do it all over again because it is the only way. As I watch our future history in the making I cry because I wish we could be better. I wish we could have grown more. I wish we would be more capable of understand the heart of God. I wish we were more principled. I wish we had less believe in ourselves and more trust in God. I wish that instead of teaching the principle we were living them. I wish that instead of speaking about the heart of God we were feeling the heart of God.

I have no resentment towards anyone and no judgment to pass. I have wisdom to share and love to give. My tears are flowing down my cheeks but they are no matched to God’s tears.