Dear God of mine

"I cannot complain about my life. I was born in a country that respects the rights of its citizens. I received heath care when I needed it. I received the education that I wanted. If I did not get all that I expected it was not because I was stopped by some outside forces it was simply because of my own inabilities. I did not even have to fight the black people’s war, I am white. I have nothing to complain about.

Through my religious life I have learn about faith, truth, and love, I have learn about compassion and about living for the sake of others. I understand the conflicts of the world; I also know how to solve them.

I resent and complain about my past, I fear the uncertainty of the future. I feel responsible for others. I am the worm under someone shoe, they can crush me at anytime or they can move their shoe away and let me live. I will never be their enemy but I could be their friend."

Anonymous

Why is TF so angry?

I found the answer in the English autobiography today, between page 243 and 244. It reads that way:
"If you decide this path isn't for you, you have the option to stop and turn back," I told them. "Or if you try and try and still can't accomplish it, you have the option to die trying. But you should pity me," I said, "I am a person with no such options."
I cry...